Put down the past, and empty those feelings in memory.

Indeed, I don’t know whether or when I would really put down those memory.

Something people will lose eventually, but something else, that is, the important one --- friendship will never fade and vanish. They exist in real life as well as our memory.

People do hope that they will hold those stories for ever, and me too. However, since those should be gone, let it be, naturally. Anyway there is not worthy of regretting because I have paid for it. Someday I recall the past and revisit my memory, perhaps I would get less tears but more smile.

However nowadays, that yearning the story makes me many pains. We all know it will be released with the time, but nobody knows how long it takes.

When somebody is not longer honest to his/her faith, (s)he starts to change his/her mind. Once these things repeat, all of things is beyond remedy. If it is true, space the way for it. Why not?

If not, what means that you did or will do? To express your insists or the so-called faith? Or, to continue bothering and hurting? Funny and joking you are. Room the place for all of you and pay more attention to what should be done at hand.

So anything else you can not understand?

Eh, let bygone be gone. Or empty them if you like.

Please give me a chance to pursue what I like or even I love.

What is reality? Why do they want a phantom reality like that?

Even sometimes, they can not tell the difference what is true and what they want. So no need to say realities.

All is an excuse. For escape from the problems and bothers again.

I can think out or at least I can understand why they choose this way to avoid the troubles.

Times went by and remain go on ahead. I ,however, do not expect when I will quit this game.

Life is a process. During which there is no right or wrong, but chance.

Many times recently I felt that life gave me many painful outcomes.

And sometimes I exactly did not know how to handle.

Even I felt I was a loser. I haven’t ever had this feelings like that.

Facing these couples of conflicts, I even lose my destination.

I can not even study well silently under these pressures. Unexpectedly, the feelings buried in my soul attack me in the way of accident.

If there is no any spark of hope, I will bury it again in memory for the sake of friendship or that so-called.

I can say without any regret that I have paid for what I like even I love in the past.

All has gone; All will be again because the passion does exist.

Life begins when the hope raise up.

I will purse what does exist in my mind. No matter how gray the life will be.

I said I will insist, and I will keep the hope of life.

I indeed expect that the life will give me another chance.A chance for growing up.

I have to say, Many Thanks, My Life.

It’s my honor to know you, to purse and even love.

Sincerely I am grateful to you.

There are many words more than I could put down…

Likewise, there are many affections more than I can say and express…

There are many things more than I can complete…

All is in the wordless.

I haven't come back for a long time.

I think this is a new and wonderful year, I wanna have a new experience.

I pray for myself.

Pray for all of you having a excellent reap.

First coming back,

first posting.

Missing the past time, my college classmates, my teachers...

more over, the golden times.

Wish them happy and wealthy.

I think this is my last dairy posted on my space.

I have got many many things to do after now. I dont wanna upset any one who have gave me chances to live happiness and leisure. I do also not wanna disappoint myself, I know I haven't finished my work , my dream , my wonderful life. It's time get to do now! And study harder and harder.

There is no doubt that I must finish my study wonderfully and take my advanced education in 3 or 5 years ! I hoped , so I must do it well . Or it 's not like me .

I lost many more chance , so I next time , wanna capture them in time from now on . It 's not a joke ,a word , but a swear ,a  firmness sacrament .

For the thanks of myself , my parents, my teacher and my closed friends , I dont wanna despair them . Only thing wanna I  do is make the most of the time and do my best to finish my job ,and take an advanced education ,maybe abroad  or domestic ! But I wanna go to Princeton University . It is my dream . And I will make it in 3 or 5 years .

So see you in 3 or 5 years.

My soul is freezing for next excitements. And it will flower and highlight wonderfully .

Many thanks for attaching your attention to me in the past .

So long !

And Wish all of you have a wonderful life , wealth and health .

So long , my best friends , my lovely friends . So long ......

引用

在落寞中寻找幸福的味道

Just One Last Dance    Sarah Connor

 

We meet in the night in the Spanish café  我们在夜晚的西班牙咖啡吧相遇
I look in your eyes  凝视你的双眼
Just don't know what to say 却无语
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water 就象是溺水在咸涩的大海里

A few hours left til the sun's gonna rise 朝阳片刻就要升起
Tomorrow will come 明天即将到来
It's time to realize 是时候清醒
Our love has finished forever  我们的爱情已经结束
How I wish to come with you   我多么希望可以跟随着你
How I wish we make it thru  多么希望和你一起度过一切难关

Just one last dance  最后一支舞
Before we say goodbye 在我们分手之前
When we sway and turn around and around and around 当我们跟着节奏轻轻舞动，不断旋转
It's like the first time 就像是回到与你跳的第一支舞的感觉

Just one more chance  最后一次机会
Hold me tight and keep me warm  抱紧我不要让我冷却
Cause the night is getting cold 因为夜晚越见凄凉
And I don't know where I belong 我却迷失归属的方向
Just one last dance最后一支舞

The wine and the lights 葡萄酒 灯光
And the Spanish guitar  和一把西班牙吉他
I'll never forget how romantic they are 永远无法忘记他们带来的浪漫
But I know 但我清楚
Tomorrow I'll lose the one I love 明天我会失去唯一所爱

 

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很早就想把这首歌的歌词贴上来了：最后，最后一支舞

就如同“最后的华尔兹”那样令人神迷心醉

雨下了很久，就像潮水全都冲上天然后一齐倾泻下来

有一首歌叫“心雨”

可是你们是否还记得杨钰莹悦耳动听的天籁之声

有一个还没长大的孩子

她用清澈明亮的双眼看这个世界

怀着天真的想法美好的期待

在黑暗中伸手摸索着快乐的踪迹

 

在落寞中寻找幸福的味道

如果可以跳一曲完整的华尔兹

让这黑夜的最后一支舞  延续到启明星升起的时候